If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be with you for all of time
My love for you will never die
If only you could here me shout your name
If only feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here

My life, My Story

Saturday, July 31, 2010

What Is A Friend?

A friend is somebody
Who knows you and likes you
Exactly the way that you are.

Someone who's special
And so close in thought
That no distance can ever seem far.

A friend understands you
Without any words,
Stands by you
When nothing goes right.

And willingly talks
Over problems with you
Till they somehow
Just vanish from sight.

And whether you're neighbors
Or live miles apart,
A word from a friend gives a lift
To your heart and spirit.

That shows you once more
Why friendship is life's dearest gift!

Even if your closest friend have changed
remember that you
still have your true friends
in church
we are always here to support you
just remember these names--
Shayne,Alyssa and Kate =D

Even if we left you
Remember Jade that
We will always be there for you



Its even harder than I thought...
But it makes me stronger
ever than before..
Oh please let the time pass quickly..
So one day will come..
for all of us to be live happily..

A part of you has grown in me..
And so you see, its you & me
Together and never apart..
Maybe in distance but never in heart..

How I wish u were here..or
that I were there or
that we were together anywhere =(

try to highlight the words below=D



Distance won't change how I feel towards you ..
It will be always you..
ALex Ng


Friday, July 30, 2010




Nutrition Day today..
hahass noting :))..
I am just so full today..
Cooking competition in our school..
I did nothing but to walk around in the compound
and took pictures and of course I got the chance to taste
their foods..hahas..thats why I am so fullxD lols..

Wednesday, July 28, 2010



Today we (step club) went to a public school to gave nutritious food
to all the preparatory pupils..
It was such a memorable day for me as nothing
can ever compared the happiness that I felt when helping
other people...
speaking of CIP..hehe.I remembered the bohol trip...
Now its true that students here are lovely and friendly...
I will miss them...



Tuesday, July 27, 2010


A fireworks display after the GEM...

Today we were celebrating the 96th Anniversary of INC..
God..sorry If I ddnt obey ur commandments..
pls give me more time and I will clear all those mistakes
i have made in the past..
A little bit more time...
I dont want to hurt them...




Monday, July 26, 2010

jade..haiss yan ka na nman eh..
akala ko oks na akala ko naka adjust ka na without us...
hais..pero wag ka mag aalala..ksi tlga nman na
friend just come and go..
pero nandyan pa nman si bea..i mean
di ka nag iisa..tska kami nila alyssa at kate...
babalikan nmin kau...
=( kaya nga nagpadala ako ng sweets ksi alam ko
favorite mo ung yema hehe=D
hayaan mo deariee...mag papadala ako ulit sa iyo =)
na iimagine ko tuloy ngaun ung nsa hall tau remember?
tpos ung nsa bbt tau tpos kain ka ng kain hehe..
nag hahigh pitch pa tau..ako soprano tas ung kanta na
a moment like this? hehe..saya nun eh..namimiss ko tuloy un..
kung pede lang sna maulit ung mga panahon nun..sana
sinulit ko na ung pagsasaya natin nung nandyan pa ako,,
bstah..lahat un...di ko makakalimutan...
tuloy lumuluha ako ngaun..kaw ksi dearee eh! =(

Saturday, July 24, 2010

yey!..hehe acne is getting lesser..
lols its because I get
8hrs of sleep everyday..
and I have to maintain that...
unlike when I was in sg,
I only get 5hrs of sleep plus
stressed in school...
but now no more...
School is not so stress except for
projects & clubs that I participated in school..
.....
I am looking forward on that day**
see u !!


Friday, July 23, 2010




yay! last day of preliminary examination today!...
guess what? there's an improvement in my physics..
i find it so fun when we are having examination in class,
because sometimes they can help me! there's a teamwork in exam hahas..
I am 1 month late and i cannot do all the revision by myself...
so yeh...old friends are here to help me=)
we can cheat! nyaha jokes..
so after exam today, we watched a horror movie
together with the 4th yr classmates..
screamed until we have no voice after the show hehe..
so yeh all I can say is, I am slowly enjoying my
secondary school life here..
its fun to get to know different peole
everyday..=p


Wednesday, July 21, 2010


Preliminary exam ...
goodluck deariee shayne=D

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

went shopping with my cousins:D

Sunday, July 18, 2010


with my chubby cousin? hehe lols


can u see the thing.? hehe yah it still with me lols


I just cant accept it & I wont forgive myself
if anything happens on that day...
but I still have this faith and was hoping that
I can make it on that day and wont disappoint u..
Just letting u know that I didnt promise..
as I am scared if I break those promises...
& I dont want to hurt u all...
but yeh i will try my best....



Friday, July 16, 2010





` i miss u guyz=(...
Hope to see u all somewhere,someday in the future hehe..


Thursday, July 15, 2010

And this is what we need to memorise
for our elective subject..
Teacher gave me only 1 day to memorise this poem..
I would like to share this poem with you...
I wil write this without a copy..hahass..
lets see if i can hehe^^



ON WORK
by Kahlil Gibrun


What is it to work with love?
It is to weave a cloth with a threads
Drawn from your heart, even as if
your beloved were to wear that cloth

It is to build a house with affection,
even as if your beloved were to dwell
in that house,

It is to sow seed with tenderness, and
reap the harvest with joy, even as if
your beloved were to eat the fruit

It is to charge all your things in fashion,
with a breathe of your own spirit
And to know that all the blessed dead are
standing about you and watching

Often have I heard you say, as if speaking
in sleep " he who works in marble,and
finds the shape of his own soul in the stone,
is nobler man he who ploughs the soil

and he who seizes the rainbow to
lay it on a cloth in the likeness of man,
is more man who makes sandals for our feet

But I say, not in sleep but in the
overwake -fullness of noontide,that
the wind speaks not more sweetly to the
giant oaks than to the least of all
the blades of grass

And he alone is great,who turns
the voice of the wind into the
song made sweeter by
his own loving

Work is love made visible

And if you cant work with love,but
only with distaste, it is better that
you should leave your work and sit
at the gate of the temple and
take arms of more
who work with joy

For if you bake a bread with indifference,
you bake a bitter bread that feeds
but half mans hunger

And if you grudge the crushing of the grape,
the grudge distills a
poison in the wine

And if you sing though as angels,
and love not the singing, you muffle man's
ear to the voices of the day
and to the voices of the night..


THE END^^ YEHAY! hahahass
i'll get nervous for sure on monday that i need to
recite this in front of my classmates! argh..

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

haiss i dunno what to do already..
time is the problem...
i need more time^^
I can do it but I just need more time ya know
Oh God pls help me =(
Haiss..i am rushing everyday! zz..
its getting more & more challenging..
haiss..life is getting more difficult! zz.=/


& im so dead if my form tcher will call me..and for sure i will get scolded by him!
i ddnt inform him about the class fund!omg^^ i duuno wat to do! argh!..i forgot! but zz this is a big problem! help!! i ddnt take the money! ..as i know, the money all spent during active citizenry and class decorations..and I gave the receipt to ms shirah alrdy..omg^^ how to face my teacher!..

Friday, July 9, 2010






Don't say goodbye because it means forever.


I will shall return............


to my deariee jade...okay lang un..magkikita p tau okay hehe...
tska ingat ka palagi..miss u and love ya =(

Thursday, July 8, 2010

going to leave today ..=(
hais will miss u guyz ...
sorry...

Wednesday, July 7, 2010



Why is this happening to me?
Why am I leaving?
Why in this moment ?
I found my
Happiness....here in this country....
=(
I wont say goodbye...because I know I will shall
return...& I gonna promise that...


Special thanks to:

Contemporary dance mates
2D classmates
3F classmates
Church Friends
Pinoy Schoolmates
Papa elin & mummy keeli
JAde & bea
My dear...


Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Monday, July 5, 2010






wanna say thanks for all the wishes...
im sorry guys for the unexpected day zzz..
i know it so fast hais but no choice=(

I gonna miss my room..
and everything that I left here...
my naughty class..my naughty classmates..
my friend in church...my seniorss...
and someone hehe ^^

Saturday, July 3, 2010



NO! its not that I really really want to go back...
when my mom called me..i said I dont want to go back early..
I said that I will think about it first...
but they are the one who planning for me..
so my decision is just useless u know..
I hope u understand dearieee..=(


WHat should I do? now i feel like i dunwanna go back home..
no One can help me but myself...
=(
seriously...i dont know what to do..

Thursday, July 1, 2010



Every thing happens for a reason..
I dont know why I am leaving but
I am sure it has a reason why..
I will leave with no regrets but I
make sure that what I have decided is what I wanted..
Its not that I want to leave all the closest people in my life...
but yes for me it hurts so much but
I have to accept it...'


If I might be going back, I will gonna join this school once again..
and I promise that I will shall visit this country
after I have finished my study on April 2011...


"People come into your life and people leave it..
you just have to trust that life has a road mapped out for you"




I dont know why I dont want to leave just because of you...
Everything reminds me of you. That's how much you occupy my mind...
Thanks for everything that u have done...
I will gonna treasure those memories for sure...
I feel like crying but have to be strong hahass =x
=(


aiyaa stop this drama hahaha

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