My life, My Story
  My parents and I...
I've changed..have I?? =(
I think aa haist..i dont know...theres something wrong with me this year.
I want the old shayne. I hate the new shayne. Could I turn back the time please?
This is not me! not me! ...
Trust your heart. Let fate decide, to guide these lives we see.
Sometimes I cannot express my words. Whenever im with you... there will be always a silent of me. "You cannot control all the situations" 9 12152251 251521 112524------------------------------------------------------------------- COnteMporAry Dance3 days camp but I can say no overnight lols^.^    1 week holiday seems not really a holiday for us to enjoy and relax. =(  AFter cca,went straight away to downtown east for chalet.
HAd fun and I enjoy being with my filipino friends=)
Though only had 4 hours of sleep hahass^.^
 Today I am so bored & yeh I feel like I want to update my blog once again =P
Guess what I have done today...zzz
comp>-eat->sleep->do homework- >comp->eat->do homework->sleep>-eat.
Thats the only thing I can do when im at home.
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Anyway, some1 is feeling sad this afternoon.
And I dont know why.
Alright just want to say be happy Alex okay?
I know there is always a reason behind those sadness even though
u said that it just nothing or u just feel only lols..^.^
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"EVERYTHING,AFFECTS EVERYTHING"
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- haiz it is really unfair when someone asked u to post but when u asked the person to update, just simply say LAZY" hahas..u know who u are =P oh well. haha-_-' -  I now half way doing homework and half way watching a boxing fight. We subscribed and pay almost $30 just to watch pacman vs.clottey fight. Of course at the end, I proudly say Filipino is always the best. - Change topic.  Oh yah, this past few days I had a "problem" but when there's actually no problem at all. I dont know why but it just a sudden problem but well of course there is always a solution." Just-simply-forget-it" haha yes problem has been solved. No more problem just forget it. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I have received my report book already and guess what I failed my Science. Haist^.^ I now doing my own reflection of why it turned out like this and why my result is super horrible. I happily announced that 90% out of 100% that im not going back to my country this mid year. I discussed about this with my parents and told them that if im going back, everything will be wasted. I want to continue my study here and pursue my dreams. Thats why from now on I should work hard and proved it to them.=) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nothing to do so wanna post last year pictures.. Miss those times.. Filipino contemporary dancers with our Instructor mrs.WOng=)   - I make this post longer because I feel that this will be my last last post.=)
- I will be away for 1 week starting from 3rd of April until 10th of April. I miss my bro soo much. Thats why we have to visit him in the Philippines.=D
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Above all, I just want to say that...Whatever the decisions may come, I wish that through out this happenings to our lives, we should definitely accept the truth. Yet for me, maybe if I really might gone..haistt-_-" I really dont know what to do. I currently happy for what is happening right now but haist I may say that in studies..hell no..I terribly hate whats goin on in my studies.
Maybe because there is something that distruct me and cant concentrate at all. Oh well I should NOT day dreaming anymore. No more fairytale please....haist.
 AND I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING! HAIST..
 Everytime, everyday, my mood always changed. Maybe I was just too tired of everything.
I Dont know whats going on to me. I really have to change and 28 of march is coming.
I should be prepare myself devotedly. I should do right things faithfully.
Even if I wanted to try things that I never try before, but I choose not to do any sins and I strongly believed that in the judgement day, I would be saved and attain the promise salvation.
Happy Birthday to ALYSSA!..
Happy sweet 16!!
-somehow I am still not feeling well-
- I hope I can go to school tomorrow.-
-I hate it when I fell sick!-
 Just went to elin's blog.
This post is for you elin=)
Well first of all, wanna say thank you for being such a good friend to me.
For treating me like your so called "daughter"=D
For 2 years of friendship, I hope that someday..
wherever we are in this world, i know our paths will gonna meet again.
Goodluck for your N' level (if im not wrong) and i know
u can do it and yes dont lose hope. There will still be good awaits for u in the
future. Though if ever we will be separate from each other this year, but all those memories that we had will be treasure in my heart.
* Happy Birthday to you elin!*
-shayne-
 Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don't. But no matter what, they still happen.
Now I have slowly noticed that once your close friend got a bf/gf they just simply changed. And what can I see from my friends out there who now have a 'bf'..i dunno but they really changed. They are now the one that I never knew before. Maybe because of the power of love, yourself can transform from everything. Haizzz...but they are still my friends=) Speaking of today, I was just came back from camp in st. john island..for the past 3 days of staying there, i have faced some difficulties like how we can be cooperative from one another as a class. Now I knew what kind of class do we have. Some can say they are not cooperative especially boys and some girls.Haiz-_-" anyway thanks for myself,alyssa and jundong for doing a great job and we did survived!..Congratulations to katelyn and rakeen and 3D for the best class. It was very tiring but atleast I did enjoy and have the chance to participate in any activities. I will treasure every moments that i have because this will only happens once in our life..Special thanks to instructor Victor,Illya and Yutan. Thanks for helping us and we will gonna miss u=) " maybe for me, u didnt realize how much i want to say thank you for bringing me smile everyday.Maybe thats what special friends means for"
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My parents and I...
